The second one today! :) Hey, I'm new at this... So...the retreat...I really learned alot. The first night it hit me like a shock that I didn't measure up- I'm so proud sometimes...so i had to go out to my cabin to get something and I just prayed that God would heal my heart. I had prayed that he would humble me, and through a stupid prideful mistake I realized I would never be a help to God unless I relied on Him. Sounds simple...but hey, sometimes you have to learn the same lesson over and over again, most times the hard way.

So I still don't know what I'll do when my parents leave for Senegal...it would be amazing to go with them for a year, but what ever God wants. The question is...what DOES He want? And when I come back, will I go to Memorial Uni. in NFLD with my family, or stay in Ontario with my friends? And will I do medicine, or look into international law? Grade 11s I know you feel my pain- what will we do with our lives?! It's so hard to try and hash it out- I'm only 17! Well, not yet technically...but in a week... God help us to find your will, and help us not to mess stuff up. And if we fall...pick us up...and if we break...heal us Lord we pray.
- posted by Megan Cécile Radford @ 9:31 p.m.